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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Life is being a jerk. Why do i always feel like the one being abandoned, being ditched and being left behind by every single soul on earth? It've always the case, all the time. Always. Even though i've always knew it myself, but still deep down inside theres a part of me yearning for some non-existent hope. Oh just go already, don't even hope that i'd beg you to stay. Do i have any reasons to do so? No and even if there are, i won't. Will not and do not want. I'm deprived, i feel sad and unwanted, and that gave me even more reasons not to throw my pride on the floor for you to step on, yes, not even you. So what? I've been through the worst, and i'm pretty sure i'll survive.

I confuse myself with the overlapping happiness which resound for my stupid assumptions. And so i can't deny the surge of disappointment that i was bombarded with when i realise the truth. I guess we were once close, used to be and then when i figured out i'd lose it forever, i don't wanna face the truth. I guess everyone's like that at a point of time, when facing certain issues. Faking it and pretending to be fine right at the next moment, this cause people to judge me like i've got some heckcare attitude and that i'm fine with anything. But ya know what? I hate that part the most. If you don't know me, don't act like you do. Just freaking get your ass out already.

By the way, the above paragraphs have zero relations. Yup none, so they aint interlink. Not at all.


Its easy to act like you care yet even easier for me to see right through you.
9:55 PM
♥At the end of the alley of hesitation.